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♥ DancingSheep

A girl who just aspire to lead a simple life

In this existing world, does there a clear definition on simple.Simple is no longer clear cut. A person who you feel that he is simple, but in his heart he surely had some Secret. Does this world exist the world Simple?

9:08 AM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

这几天一直觉得很累。对周围的事情觉得无馁，不知如何是好。

I feel numb to the development of stuff . When people add more responsibility on me, instead of feeling stress, i feel numb. Numbness to the added workload, numbness to the " trainings" people assigned to me, numb to the things happening around me. When i was told to go oversea, instead of having some resilience ( though i did complain on my facebook), i seems to accept the fact, without much struggle. When i feel that i was unjustly treated, i started to get use of this unfair treatment. I told myself, " treat this as a training for yourself. Once you able to overcome this, you will grow up a bit". However, this whole self assurance seems not able to convince myself. I could started to feel my slackness. I started to get lazier as time goes by. I have lost my enthusiasm and the most impt thing, trust to people. everyone ard seems to be helpful, but scarily enuf, i truly have no idea what is their hidden agenda. I started to feel tired of guessing their agenda. Everyday, i have to wear a mask to work. Face different people, wear a different mask, have a different treatment. Is this learning for the better?